RIP Lukas -- 6/2/80 - 9/29/14 :(

nomodsjk · 10-03-2014, 10:45 AM

Donated what I could for now. I'll do some more next week. Again wishing you love and peace Jennifer please stay strong.

_rich

Trips · 10-03-2014, 11:52 AM

Jennifer,

My sincere condolences to you, and the family in this very difficult time.

I have asked our site owner ADMIN/AK370Z at the suggestion of Andrew to upgrade the username to premium status once again indefinitely thats the least we can do.

I can only echo what has been already said, and that is to stay strong and take it one day at a time.

k.i.t.

alcheng · 10-03-2014, 03:15 PM

Dear Jennifer and Lukas-Juniors,

I am deeply sorry for the loss of Lukas, wishing you and the two boys go through this difficult time strongly.

alcheng

ZeroZeta · 10-03-2014, 10:35 PM

Still not able to put anything constructive in writing - other than my thoughts are with the family and thanks to DE and everyone on the forum for stepping up.

zakimak · 10-05-2014, 08:59 AM

Thank you everyone for your kind words. Yesterday was the toughest day, I had to witness my husband's body being cremated. He is gone! I still can't believe this is real. Today is his last day of his funeral service. I wish I could turn back time.

DEpointfive0 · 10-05-2014, 11:59 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by zakimak

Thank you everyone for your kind words. Yesterday was the toughest day, I had to witness my husband's body being cremated. He is gone! I still can't believe this is real. Today is his last day of his funeral service. I wish I could turn back time.

I can't imagine what you're going through Jennifer! Stay strong and know that we're here for you!

Codename067 · 10-05-2014, 03:56 PM

I am truly sorry for you loss...I just logged on a few hours ago and came back here to check and see what the latest news was....my deepest condolences.

zakimak · 10-06-2014, 09:46 PM

A letter to Lukas, Honey I know you'll be reading this as it's in your fav. site 370z that you spend your free time looking at car stuff.

TO MY LOVE, MY HONEY ...
I stop and think about all the memories we’ve made, the times we’ve shared and the love between us that keeps growing. You are not only my husband, but my best friend and soul mate. You are a blessing from above, one that I do not take for granted. I thank you for all the things that you’ve done for me and the boys. Not only are you a wonderful husband, you’re a terrific father. You give so freely to all those you know in such a loving way. Your generosity is inspiring! I love you honey more than life. I’m forever grateful for your love and proud to be your wife.
It feels different today than it did a week ago. I’m not sure how I feel the distance that has grown between us, the distance of weeks, and time …
I used to spend so much time wishing you were still living on this earth, still my husband, still a father for Kenneth and PoyPoy, still here to share a certain life we had made together. I wished that what had happened to you and to us had not happened. I was really very afraid. I am still afraid sometimes; I also know that I can’t live in a wishful state, wishing for something that will never be.
I’m sorry that you aren’t with me, the boys and everyone. I’m sorry that your story had to be a cancer one. I wish I can do more. I wish I can give you my life. I wish I could kiss you like the prince woke sleeping beauty that maybe my love could wake you from dead… like sleeping beauty.
I’m glad we chose one another from the moment we met. Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for giving me your wonderful family. We didn’t finish our story with a satisfactory ending. I hated the ending of our story but the beginning was amazingly wonderful.
The tears do not come as frequent but you are always in my periphery. Always lingering in the steps I take and the breath I breathe. I see your face in a hundred different faces; in the distant roar of a motorcycle and 370z and in the coolness of a fall day, in the sweetness of apple pie and in the quiet of love, in innocent eyes and in honest answers. You remain. MY LOVE, MY HONEY ... My husband, and a father to Kenneth and PoyPoy.
Now since you’re gone sometimes I feel I can’t smile and play along, because the truth is, I’m tired. We'll see each other soon.

Love: Jennifer
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVKMAJwW0ho

cooltoy · 10-06-2014, 10:15 PM

Don't think that just because we are not saying anything, we don't care. We do.

There are just no words anyone can say to make you feel better.

Keep talking to Lukas, about Lukas because that what makes him live on.

SurfDog · 10-06-2014, 10:21 PM

Amen

Jimbo370 · 10-06-2014, 10:36 PM

Sad to hear about the loss of your husband. I messaged him a few times and had a very nice conversation with him about cancer and what I went thru. I could tell that he was a gentlemen and very caring person. I was elated to find out that someone else discussed the Lord with him. What a blessing it is to know that he is in heaven. I am praying for you and your family.
GOD BLESS.

zakimak · 10-16-2014, 09:13 AM

Hello Everyone,

On behalf of Lukas, we would like to say thank you again for all your support and unbelievable generosity. Everyone is so taken back by it here. Words cannot express how thankful to you i am. Not just for the gift but the offer to help to support my family. Much much love to you and yours.

Jennifer and Lukas

Mt Tam I am · 10-16-2014, 09:51 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by zakimak

A letter to Lukas, Honey I know you'll be reading this as it's in your fav. site 370z that you spend your free time looking at car stuff.

TO MY LOVE, MY HONEY ...
I stop and think about all the memories we’ve made, the times we’ve shared and the love between us that keeps growing. You are not only my husband, but my best friend and soul mate. You are a blessing from above, one that I do not take for granted. I thank you for all the things that you’ve done for me and the boys. Not only are you a wonderful husband, you’re a terrific father. You give so freely to all those you know in such a loving way. Your generosity is inspiring! I love you honey more than life. I’m forever grateful for your love and proud to be your wife.
It feels different today than it did a week ago. I’m not sure how I feel the distance that has grown between us, the distance of weeks, and time …
I used to spend so much time wishing you were still living on this earth, still my husband, still a father for Kenneth and PoyPoy, still here to share a certain life we had made together. I wished that what had happened to you and to us had not happened. I was really very afraid. I am still afraid sometimes; I also know that I can’t live in a wishful state, wishing for something that will never be.
I’m sorry that you aren’t with me, the boys and everyone. I’m sorry that your story had to be a cancer one. I wish I can do more. I wish I can give you my life. I wish I could kiss you like the prince woke sleeping beauty that maybe my love could wake you from dead… like sleeping beauty.
I’m glad we chose one another from the moment we met. Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for giving me your wonderful family. We didn’t finish our story with a satisfactory ending. I hated the ending of our story but the beginning was amazingly wonderful.
The tears do not come as frequent but you are always in my periphery. Always lingering in the steps I take and the breath I breathe. I see your face in a hundred different faces; in the distant roar of a motorcycle and 370z and in the coolness of a fall day, in the sweetness of apple pie and in the quiet of love, in innocent eyes and in honest answers. You remain. MY LOVE, MY HONEY ... My husband, and a father to Kenneth and PoyPoy.
Now since you’re gone sometimes I feel I can’t smile and play along, because the truth is, I’m tired. We'll see each other soon.

Love: Jennifer
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVKMAJwW0ho

Beautiful letter. My deep regrets.

cooltoy · 10-16-2014, 10:05 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by zakimak

Not just for the gift but the offer to help to support my family.

The offer is on the table for ever.

PersianLegacy · 10-16-2014, 04:37 PM

reading this thread truly bring tears to eyes.
tears of sadness to see one so loved gone
tears of joy to see his legacy and memory live on.

My condolences to you and your family. Stay strong and know that he is watching over you, watching over his children, and will live on thru loving wife and loving sons.

Fred. M

10-03-2014, 10:45 AM	#121 (permalink)
nomodsjk Premium Member Join Date: Apr 2014 Location: martinsburg wv Posts: 2,073 Drives: 2011 370z MB/7at Rep Power: 19962	Donated what I could for now. I'll do some more next week. Again wishing you love and peace Jennifer please stay strong. _rich zakimak and DEpointfive0 like this. Last edited by nomodsjk; 10-03-2014 at 03:07 PM.

10-03-2014, 11:52 AM	#122 (permalink)
Trips Administrator Join Date: May 2009 Location: Disneyland, Ca Posts: 8,732 Drives: 🔰 Rep Power: 10	Jennifer, My sincere condolences to you, and the family in this very difficult time. I have asked our site owner ADMIN/AK370Z at the suggestion of Andrew to upgrade the username to premium status once again indefinitely thats the least we can do. I can only echo what has been already said, and that is to stay strong and take it one day at a time. k.i.t. JARblue, zakimak, GaleForce and 4 others like this. __________________

10-03-2014, 03:15 PM	#123 (permalink)
alcheng A True Z Fanatic Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: Toronto Posts: 28,894 Drives: 2011 ZR PW w/Clutch Rep Power: 418353	Dear Jennifer and Lukas-Juniors, I am deeply sorry for the loss of Lukas, wishing you and the two boys go through this difficult time strongly. alcheng zakimak, GaleForce and Luciano13 like this.

10-03-2014, 10:35 PM	#124 (permalink)
ZeroZeta Track Member Join Date: Aug 2013 Location: Austin TX Posts: 543 Drives: 2013 Z Rep Power: 13	Still not able to put anything constructive in writing - other than my thoughts are with the family and thanks to DE and everyone on the forum for stepping up. zakimak and GaleForce like this.

10-05-2014, 08:59 AM	#125 (permalink)
zakimak 6/2/80 - 9/29/14 - RIP Lukas Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: Ottawa, Ontario Posts: 450 Drives: ZR; Q45; VTR1K, GT65 Rep Power: 17	Thank you everyone for your kind words. Yesterday was the toughest day, I had to witness my husband's body being cremated. He is gone! I still can't believe this is real. Today is his last day of his funeral service. I wish I could turn back time. Motionmagic likes this. __________________ What doesn't kill you might make you a cripple so chose wisely. Free Stuff for Premium Members - Yeah Really

10-05-2014, 03:56 PM	#127 (permalink)
Codename067 Enthusiast Member Join Date: Jan 2014 Location: North Hills, CA Posts: 386 Drives: 370z, R1, 636 Rep Power: 14	I am truly sorry for you loss...I just logged on a few hours ago and came back here to check and see what the latest news was....my deepest condolences. zakimak likes this.

10-06-2014, 09:46 PM	#128 (permalink)
zakimak 6/2/80 - 9/29/14 - RIP Lukas Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: Ottawa, Ontario Posts: 450 Drives: ZR; Q45; VTR1K, GT65 Rep Power: 17	A letter to Lukas, Honey I know you'll be reading this as it's in your fav. site 370z that you spend your free time looking at car stuff. TO MY LOVE, MY HONEY ... I stop and think about all the memories we’ve made, the times we’ve shared and the love between us that keeps growing. You are not only my husband, but my best friend and soul mate. You are a blessing from above, one that I do not take for granted. I thank you for all the things that you’ve done for me and the boys. Not only are you a wonderful husband, you’re a terrific father. You give so freely to all those you know in such a loving way. Your generosity is inspiring! I love you honey more than life. I’m forever grateful for your love and proud to be your wife. It feels different today than it did a week ago. I’m not sure how I feel the distance that has grown between us, the distance of weeks, and time … I used to spend so much time wishing you were still living on this earth, still my husband, still a father for Kenneth and PoyPoy, still here to share a certain life we had made together. I wished that what had happened to you and to us had not happened. I was really very afraid. I am still afraid sometimes; I also know that I can’t live in a wishful state, wishing for something that will never be. I’m sorry that you aren’t with me, the boys and everyone. I’m sorry that your story had to be a cancer one. I wish I can do more. I wish I can give you my life. I wish I could kiss you like the prince woke sleeping beauty that maybe my love could wake you from dead… like sleeping beauty. I’m glad we chose one another from the moment we met. Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for giving me your wonderful family. We didn’t finish our story with a satisfactory ending. I hated the ending of our story but the beginning was amazingly wonderful. The tears do not come as frequent but you are always in my periphery. Always lingering in the steps I take and the breath I breathe. I see your face in a hundred different faces; in the distant roar of a motorcycle and 370z and in the coolness of a fall day, in the sweetness of apple pie and in the quiet of love, in innocent eyes and in honest answers. You remain. MY LOVE, MY HONEY ... My husband, and a father to Kenneth and PoyPoy. Now since you’re gone sometimes I feel I can’t smile and play along, because the truth is, I’m tired. We'll see each other soon. Love: Jennifer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVKMAJwW0ho JARblue, alcheng, jpkirk and 4 others like this. __________________ What doesn't kill you might make you a cripple so chose wisely. Free Stuff for Premium Members - Yeah Really Last edited by zakimak; 10-09-2014 at 02:07 PM.

10-06-2014, 10:15 PM	#129 (permalink)
cooltoy Elite Member Join Date: Jun 2012 Location: Calgary Posts: 13,973 Drives: 14 PW 370Z S/T MT Rep Power: 243722	Don't think that just because we are not saying anything, we don't care. We do. There are just no words anyone can say to make you feel better. Keep talking to Lukas, about Lukas because that what makes him live on. zakimak, DEpointfive0 and nomodsjk like this. __________________ Member of kenchan's "photoshopped mods" and "proper offsets" gang.

10-06-2014, 10:21 PM	#130 (permalink)
SurfDog A True Z Fanatic Join Date: May 2012 Location: Colorado (9000 feet) Age: 56 Posts: 1,796 Drives: 09 6mt, 13 Sequoia, Rep Power: 15749	Amen zakimak likes this. __________________ 09 6spd Berk CBE, JWT cams, ZSpeed CSC, Stillen (25 row oil, brake cooling, sways, gen3 CAI), Passport (9500ci), Quaife LSD, Z1 400 hp kit, ss lines, pads, rotors, clutch etc, Phunk's pan and fuel starve fix

10-06-2014, 10:36 PM	#131 (permalink)
Jimbo370 Enthusiast Member Join Date: Jan 2014 Location: Florida Posts: 466 Drives: 09 black 370z MT Rep Power: 11	Sad to hear about the loss of your husband. I messaged him a few times and had a very nice conversation with him about cancer and what I went thru. I could tell that he was a gentlemen and very caring person. I was elated to find out that someone else discussed the Lord with him. What a blessing it is to know that he is in heaven. I am praying for you and your family. GOD BLESS. zakimak and Motionmagic like this.

10-16-2014, 09:13 AM	#132 (permalink)
zakimak 6/2/80 - 9/29/14 - RIP Lukas Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: Ottawa, Ontario Posts: 450 Drives: ZR; Q45; VTR1K, GT65 Rep Power: 17	Hello Everyone, On behalf of Lukas, we would like to say thank you again for all your support and unbelievable generosity. Everyone is so taken back by it here. Words cannot express how thankful to you i am. Not just for the gift but the offer to help to support my family. Much much love to you and yours. Jennifer and Lukas onzedge, SouthArk370Z, JARblue and 3 others like this. __________________ What doesn't kill you might make you a cripple so chose wisely. Free Stuff for Premium Members - Yeah Really

10-16-2014, 04:37 PM	#135 (permalink)
PersianLegacy Base Member Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: NJ Posts: 121 Drives: 2010 370Z M6 Rep Power: 13	reading this thread truly bring tears to eyes. tears of sadness to see one so loved gone tears of joy to see his legacy and memory live on. My condolences to you and your family. Stay strong and know that he is watching over you, watching over his children, and will live on thru loving wife and loving sons. Fred. M zakimak likes this.

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