Donated what I could for now. I'll do some more next week. Again wishing you love and peace Jennifer please stay strong.

_rich

Dear Jennifer and Lukas-Juniors,

I am deeply sorry for the loss of Lukas, wishing you and the two boys go through this difficult time strongly.

alcheng

Still not able to put anything constructive in writing - other than my thoughts are with the family and thanks to DE and everyone on the forum for stepping up.

Thank you everyone for your kind words. Yesterday was the toughest day, I had to witness my husband's body being cremated. He is gone! I still can't believe this is real. Today is his last day of his funeral service. I wish I could turn back time.

I can't imagine what you're going through Jennifer! Stay strong and know that we're here for you!

I am truly sorry for you loss...I just logged on a few hours ago and came back here to check and see what the latest news was....my deepest condolences.

A letter to Lukas, Honey I know you'll be reading this as it's in your fav. site 370z that you spend your free time looking at car stuff.

TO MY LOVE, MY HONEY ...
I stop and think about all the memories we’ve made, the times we’ve shared and the love between us that keeps growing. You are not only my husband, but my best friend and soul mate. You are a blessing from above, one that I do not take for granted. I thank you for all the things that you’ve done for me and the boys. Not only are you a wonderful husband, you’re a terrific father. You give so freely to all those you know in such a loving way. Your generosity is inspiring! I love you honey more than life. I’m forever grateful for your love and proud to be your wife.
It feels different today than it did a week ago. I’m not sure how I feel the distance that has grown between us, the distance of weeks, and time …
I used to spend so much time wishing you were still living on this earth, still my husband, still a father for Kenneth and PoyPoy, still here to share a certain life we had made together. I wished that what had happened to you and to us had not happened. I was really very afraid. I am still afraid sometimes; I also know that I can’t live in a wishful state, wishing for something that will never be.
I’m sorry that you aren’t with me, the boys and everyone. I’m sorry that your story had to be a cancer one. I wish I can do more. I wish I can give you my life. I wish I could kiss you like the prince woke sleeping beauty that maybe my love could wake you from dead… like sleeping beauty.
I’m glad we chose one another from the moment we met. Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for giving me your wonderful family. We didn’t finish our story with a satisfactory ending. I hated the ending of our story but the beginning was amazingly wonderful.
The tears do not come as frequent but you are always in my periphery. Always lingering in the steps I take and the breath I breathe. I see your face in a hundred different faces; in the distant roar of a motorcycle and 370z and in the coolness of a fall day, in the sweetness of apple pie and in the quiet of love, in innocent eyes and in honest answers. You remain. MY LOVE, MY HONEY ... My husband, and a father to Kenneth and PoyPoy.
Now since you’re gone sometimes I feel I can’t smile and play along, because the truth is, I’m tired. We'll see each other soon.

Love: Jennifer
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVKMAJwW0ho

Don't think that just because we are not saying anything, we don't care. We do.

There are just no words anyone can say to make you feel better.

Keep talking to Lukas, about Lukas because that what makes him live on.

Amen

Sad to hear about the loss of your husband. I messaged him a few times and had a very nice conversation with him about cancer and what I went thru. I could tell that he was a gentlemen and very caring person. I was elated to find out that someone else discussed the Lord with him. What a blessing it is to know that he is in heaven. I am praying for you and your family.
GOD BLESS.

Hello Everyone,

On behalf of Lukas, we would like to say thank you again for all your support and unbelievable generosity. Everyone is so taken back by it here. Words cannot express how thankful to you i am. Not just for the gift but the offer to help to support my family. Much much love to you and yours.

Jennifer and Lukas

Beautiful letter. My deep regrets.

The offer is on the table for ever.

reading this thread truly bring tears to eyes.
tears of sadness to see one so loved gone
tears of joy to see his legacy and memory live on.

My condolences to you and your family. Stay strong and know that he is watching over you, watching over his children, and will live on thru loving wife and loving sons.

Fred. M

... I'm fighting back the tears after reading this thread. Condolences to friends and family.

Greg

I didn't see this post until today and have donated what I can. My condolences to you and your family. Rest in peace...

My deepest condolences to your family in this incredibly challenging time. May he be at peace, always watching over his loved ones, keeping them safe. <3

Hello,

Guitar Instrumental - 2:43AM - Produced by: Lou Lukas. Like it! Share It!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5gCOCBPIgE

- After Lukas passed away from cancer, I happened to find his guitar instrumental music that he had recorded/created for me to find along with a note.
The Note Reads: Babe, if you happen to find this, I wish I was there with you.
Sleep well! I miss you!

To read more of my first cancer experience, story and living with cancer please visit my blog:
http://jennifermoonorchid.weebly.com...ce--story.html

Hello,

Guitar Instrumental - 2:43AM - Produced by: Lou Lukas. Like it! Share It!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5gCOCBPIgE

- After Lukas passed away from cancer, I happened to find his guitar instrumental music that he had recorded/created for me to find along with a note.
The Note Reads: Babe, if you happen to find this, I wish I was there with you.
Sleep well! I miss you!

To read more of my first cancer experience, story and living with cancer please visit my blog:
http://jennifermoonorchid.weebly.com...ce--story.html

Good to hear from you.

It sure is.

I am dyslexic.

What a nice piece of guitar music! Beautiful sound Jennifer.

Thank You for sharing :)

Great tribute to your family. God bless him and your family. Hope you are doing well. Very good music.

Thank you for your posts. The very essence of what makes us human is in this thread.
Wonderful music to find.

Sending my condolences. If it's not too late to donate, I would like to. Please send me a link.

Contact DEpointfive0 for donations.

If those are his children In the pic. My thoughts are with you.

My condolences Jennifer to you and your family. Being in the healthcare field, I still find it hard to see anyone sick or in your situation. I truly do. Stay strong!!! I'm sure he is always by your side watching you and your children.

Anybody have any news on how the family is doing?

I've lost contact with them. Haven't heard anything in well over a year....

So sorry for your loss Jennifer

I know this is late but I haven't seen this post before. I just couldn't help getting emotional reading this entire thread even when I didn't know him. Especially when Lukas was making posts himself. Those are type of things that makes me appreciate how good the simplest things I have in life vs. only complaining about the bad stuff. I hope his family find strength.

Wow. I don't know what to say. All of this happened long before I joined the forum, so I didn't know him, but this is so touching. I'm not an emotional man it's been a long time since I've cried about anything before now. Reading about all of this from start to finish all at once makes it pack a really big punch. It's rough.

All I can say is that God is good, and that I'm praying for his wife and kids.