Can't bring myself to buy a Z

[halflife78]

I bought a damn 2004 back when I was making crap money. I got divorced and moved away and ended up buying a 2005 Infiniti G35c MT because I left the Z with the ex wife.

I ended up getting re-married and I sold the G to get a Nissan Sentra in 2007 to make buying a house easier.

I now make 4 times the amount of money I did when I bought the 2004 Z, my Sentra is paid off, and I cannot bring myself to buy another car. I have wanted another Z for several years now but for some reason I can't do it. Affording it isn't an issue, it's just the thought of another car note is making me freeze whenever I start searching inventories.

I am driving the wife crazy, she wants me to shut the hell up and get one, she's been begging me for a year to finally do it and I won't.

What the hell is wrong with me? I am telling myself now I need to wait until 2013 for the changes since I really want a NISMO.

I had to vent, thanks guys.

Edit. You can look at my join date when I joined here vs. my post count and see how long I have been lurking.