Im awake and tired as I reflect on all of this events
Honestly I don’t listen to bad news... but I haven’t hug and kissed my 10 year old son since February. Though I see him and play with him in a distance every night when I go home..,I wanna feel his hug. But Im scared that I might be positive.
Sometimes I just wanna cry the simplest things we took for granted before is actually gone. Who would think that America would even run out of TP that I personally abused excessively used and treating it as its noting of any value. Now I cant even find one...
Freedom is only a word now...This the land of the Free as we boastfully say...Where is our freedom now... I cant even fu*king hug my son!!!
I even sleep alone in our guest room.
Its like your alive but your dead...
A simple hug...A simple kiss...I cant do...that breaks me more than anything.
Sorry guys just having one of those days...of sadness.
Indeed Im a clown makes people laugh but ..,,yes but.. Im also vulnerable.
Last edited by Zoren 370; 04-23-2020 at 04:05 AM.
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