To the OP. You are only 24 years young. There is more in life than smashing grapes for one woman. Yea yea yea, I get it .....that one that I really love....
Dude, time heals and with your Z you can get more than one. You can get as many as you want but they would have to wait in line since you only have two seats. What I mean with this is, you will get over it, time will pass and you will be ok.
I'm going to tell you a secret... but you can not tell anyone.. OK... Promise not to tell.
When I was younger (20 some years ago) the only thing that I cared about loosing was my virginity. Once I lost it, I didn't care about anything else because I lost the only thing worth losing.
Now grow up, be a man and stop whining about a "puppy love feelings and a broken heart". This is a "manly" forum. If you want consolation then go to
www.Igotdumped.com or
www.Imlostwithouther.com.