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Originally Posted by osbornsm
I think it's my social anxiety (yes Mulen, all the time) plus the obligation to buy gifts. I see my family for easter, christmas, thxgiving, birthdays, anniversarys.
I have 50 people at my Christmas dinner and its become more and more difficult to handle every year.
I just want to hide from the world and never come out.
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Fwiw xmas with my wife's family sucks ***. 1 there is 50 of them, all trying to speak over each other so it's like a huge shouting match. 2 I'm a red headed step child. Everyone of them has at least 1 gift to open, except me who has 0 because I got in family late and am not a god parent to none of the children. Now I don't care that I get no gift, but they go in order of age so every year they make a point to call me out and then go ooops lol.
They are all good people but between the noise and the look you get nutin lol.... Whatever.
Your not alone in your suffering my friend, your not alone
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