42 years is not enough time. My father was 47 and I was 23 so I was half of my fathers age when he passed. It really made me think if he knew when he was my age that his life was half over what would he had done differently?? You just never know when it could be your time. That's why I try my best to not sweat the small stuff and really appreciate those I care about. Being that close to death can bring life. I'm still angry, 7 years later, that he left me. I know that may sound selfish but its the truth. I can only imagine how his kids feel considering their young age. Its a shock, at least it was for me. Life is so damn unfair! The saying that only the good die young is sooooo true. As for cancer you can go f**k yourself! You took my father, grandfather, grandmother, two uncles and today a forum brother.
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