That's got to be incredibly frustrating. I hope the medicine can reduce your problems.
I hope your life is very full and complete until its end, whenever that may be. I suppose given the experiences you must be going through, you're probably focused on things that matter, so the quality of your life will be much higher over the next years. Many die after never really living, and you won't.
My wife is a physician, and it's amazing the challenges some of us are required to face. This last week she read several imaging studies on a guy who was stabbed in the head with a knife--it penetrated through his skull--while he was shopping for groceries at a local supermarket in a decent neighborhood. He was a normal guy with a family, and I guess he's still alive, but I have no idea what the damage from that would be. Apparently this stabber was a guy who wanted to get into prison, so he decided he would find a random victim and try to violently stab/kill him. No other motive. We could hardly comprehend that.
I guess you can never really know when life as we know it will end. Family and charity for others seem to be a few of the only things that really matter when it really comes down to it. I wish the best for you.
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