Still not smoking still going strong on that front!
To no surprise of my own this person flaked out on me. I've realized that this person's behavior and actions were causing me to become someone that I am not and do things I would never do in normal circumstances. I'm upset with this person but its what ever at this point, I'm more mad at myself for letting myself be dragged this deep into this situation and for this long. Its clear now to me more than ever before that my behavior was a result of this person's selfishness and its not me with the issues its her. I feel really foolish now for posting all this non sense on here but I really just don't care anymore. It is what it is.
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